Sunday, 7 August 2011

It's a never ending roller coaster ride here ... and I'm not having fun.

I can't stand feeling like a victim. I can't stand feeling so defeated in this city. Every time I change my attitude, or my outlook on this city, something else happens to knock me down.

Where does someone get off going into the back of a restaurant and rummaging through the employees' bags, and stealing their wallets?! Now I have to replace everything: credit cards, bank cards, student card, bus pass, driver's license, health card, hospital card, pictures, etc. And some stuff is just gone, like gift cards and receipts and money. Why couldn't you have just taken the money!?  You stupid SOB. I essentially just worked the entire day for free because you stole over a days worth of pay. Thank you for f-ing up my life just a little more.

This is not the first police report I have filed in this city. Oh no. A year and a half ago some asshole stole my backpack, containing my laptop, from between my feet and the wall. Yup, I was sitting right there having coffee and he slid it out from the crevasse I'd placed it in thinking it was safe. I saw you target me on the security cameras. I saw your faces and if I ever see you again you can bet I’m going to lose it. That messed me up for a good month and a half. All my class notes, all my pictures, pretty much my entire life was on that laptop and you walked away with it and erased it all. I blame you for the shitty grade I got on my final because I had no notes, and no class recordings to study from. I still can’t really talk about this without getting really anxious.

I’ve also had a baby gift stolen from the trunk of my car. Yup. My mom bought a gift for my friend’s baby shower and someone at the mechanic’s thought it would be nice to just remove it from the trunk. And never replace it. Here I am having my car checked to make sure it’s safe to drive all the way home and meanwhile, the mechanic’s isn’t safe from thieving pieces of shit. Seriously, that’s literally stealing from a baby. How do you sleep at night!?

Oh and my car was broken into. Thank god I’m a cheap, technologically unsavvy slob and all they found in my consoles was garbage and not electronics. But it was a nice surprise to come back to my vehicle and have the lock broken and trash strewn about the front seat. Thanks a lot for making things just a little more difficult for me, dickwads. You dumbasses didn’t even take the $2.57 that was in the console near the gear shifter.

I don’t understand how you people were raised. I have so much respect for people’s things because I’ve been working since I was 7 years old with my family paper route and paying for my own shit. I could not imagine stealing something from someone. I know how hard it is to make it in this world, but that does not give you the excuse or the right to steal from people. Shame on you and shame on your mothers. I’m so f-ing angry at the world right now, but you know what I’m going to do? Cry, go for a run, scream, and then get back to work to make up for all the damage you’ve done. I hope you all rot in hell.

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